Day 5

I wish for myself to live a life full of happiness.  I would like to have a good relationship with my fiance (and soon, a good marriage), raise healthy children, and have a fulfilling career.  I also wish to live a healthy life with a healthy, strong body, mind, and soul.  I feel this is much different from where I am today because I do not feel I am living a life with a healthy strong body or mind.  I feel like I am still waiting for myself to make these changes, but it isn't happening just yet.  I am not there.  I am also a perfectionist, so it is possible that I have overly idealistic and high expectations for what a strong body and mind are.  I feel like as soon as I establish myself in a stable job or career once I graduate and obtain my masters degree, I will feel more confident.  (I hope!)  I also feel that if I am able to engage in some kind of physical activity (whether it be going to a gym, boxing, or yoga), I will feel more confident.  I grew up being very active in many sports, etc., and since I am so busy with school, interning, and working, I haven't really had the time to engage in activities I enjoy.  I need to find an activity or hobby I really enjoy and that I am passionate about.  I think after that I will feel more confident about myself and my life.